Sins of the Father

by: Rufo-Tigs Tidalgo

We are seeing reality of what our hometown is today. Reminiscences fill the heart as we look around. But things we used to have aren't there anymore. Settings deeply hewed with wonderful memories are now marred with scars from neglect and recklessness. Not only in appearance our beloved town changes, but also in people's attitude. The virtuous innocence of a caring community we once left did turn into a boisterous and arrogant city, where the unrighteous prosper and the weak trembles.

There is sadness and sense of ire as we gaze further beyond city poblacion. The abuse and plunder to disfigure Mayapay from its grandeur is beyond rationale. The military reservation status didn't deter the greed on those who took advantage. Mayapay is no longer a symbol of Butuan's pride and vigor, but a mammoth gravestone to portray perversion perpetrated openly from delinquency and negligence of past stewardship.

There's not a Butuanon from our time that doesn't have fond recollection of our old Guingona Park. It was a part of our existence. It was the heart of the city where friends met friends. We used to spend time quietly and amiably with respectable company. It was a tranquil place to come together after school and after work. It was an ideal spot for acquaintances to hang around.

We no longer see the water fountain and the tall banga palm trees. The little birds too disappeared. The laughter and giggling of playful children vanished into silence. There was a time in the park when people stood up and bow their head in prayer when the church bell rang to mark in reverence the passing of a day. Yes, those were the times. These things of value dwells only in our recollection today. It's gone. It's a pity.

Go to the mountains and ponder where the big trees have gone. It's sad to say that fortune hunters chopped them down. What they left us are ruins from such unimaginable thoughtlessness. The biggest culprit to this crime were not really those with axes and chainsaws, but on people with sworn authority to manage effectively our rain forest. It was utterly criminal to have allowed our woodland to be wantonly ravaged. Their indifference to duties caused the destruction we are seeing now.

By the mouth of the big river was a swamp where a verdant mangrove forest existed. This magnificent place came into existence through centuries of evolution. This was also obliterated to give way to series of fishponds. It was either shortsightedness or blatant imbecility that this onslaught was tolerated. There was an acute failure to seek compatible compromise between industry and environment.

We can cite a litany of instances where our fathers deemed to have erred in judgement. However, it is only through obvious consequences from past deeds that our verdict is rendered. It is true that the fruit determines the tree. But objectivity also dictates to assume that they must have reasons to have done it.

Therefore we grant them the benefit of the doubt that these faults were due to condition of their time. We should understand them and even forgive. Besides, crying over spilled milk gives no resolve. It's wise to put it as water under the bridge.

There is little we can do with past mistake. Nature couldn't even heal it back. The damage was done. No one ever put Humpty Dumpty together again. But a flower grown on a mud pile has its own distinct beauty too. It's possible that from the ashes of yesterday's oversight may rise a different kind of beauty. It may not be what it was but beauty just the same.

We shall therefore nourish our interest to fashion into being suitable alternatives. The challenge is great and the reward is blissful. The prevailing eagerness and awakening of learned Butuanons everywhere gives radiant hope to restore the glory and pride our beloved city long deserves.

There are talks to re-green Mayapay. In the same token to expand our only city park and to convert the present police headquarters building into a museum. Renewed effort to repatriate the Golden Tara is underway. Suggestions are abundantly aired from Butuanons all over on how to improve our city. This is a healthy indicator towards advancement.

Butuan Global Foundation may formalize its existence in few days. This group is composed of high-powered Butuanons in various disciplines both national and international. Although their purpose is not yet fully defined, expectation is already eminent that they'll employ their resources on initiatives with intent to profit our hometown.

This group will undoubtedly carve its mark on accomplishment. However, charitable and civic organizations already operating on the ground may wonder about their presence in the neighborhood. All these groups have good intention but too many cooks spoil the food, as the saying goes. Uncoordinated efforts sometimes bring inadvertent provocation amongst people whose undertaking is for the betterment of all.

This month's homecoming is unique. Butuanons that are doing well somewhere are in town. Some are chosen to deserve honor for being successful and for contribution to society. They convey prestige and fame to our city from around the world. It's only fitting to grant them the song of praise with optimism that their kind multiplies abundantly.

Butuan gave us life and light, yet we traveled out far. We left her because she can not afford our price. We were too busy searching for merits and prominence in other land that we kind of set her aside. Today, she needs love and care from her children. Maybe things could have been different had we stood by her side and perhaps the sins of our father may not be as hurting the way they are.

Welcome home.